Just wanna let you know..

Just wanna let you know..

that you're the first guy I skipped the whole get-to-know and mind games part and jump to the dating part
that you're the first guy I ever tried or rather changed for
that you're the first guy I ever posted photos publicly on facebook
that you're the first guy as a screenlock on my phone
that I really would do my best and beat the odds to make this work
that I would try to do this and that just to bring a smile on your face
that I would tell my parents so proudly of
that my friends are supportive of
that actually even the low confidence me in dating would think that we can make it though

and...

I love it..
when you can be so mean and cute at the same time, it's like I can't stay mad at you
when you would know when you're making a mistake but you still do it anyway but just work the way you do at the end
when during a quarrel, you would say harsh words but always coaxing me in the end
when my mum would end up speaking good words about you when I complain
when you're super tired and still spend the effort to call me from afar everyday
when you spout out unintended sweet words making my day
when you care for me in ways no one ever did
when you have this special voice when you act cute
when you get so jealous easily but doesn't ever admit it but I knew it anyway

I don't know what is it about you that I like, maybe you're just different. Too different. And I hope this last.

:)