What to do

what to do
when I am such a sensitive person
I am ridiculous
I am selfish
I am a jealous freak
I am hurt

what to do

this is me
am I supposed to change?
for you? for me? for us? for no one?

today someone and I talked about love
and we didn't know what to say
..I guess we both don't know what is it
or perhaps forgot how to love
how to feel

hurt? broken? depressed?
that's it? all? or none?

just don't wanna
think
feel
love