Affinity

Affinity?

I am kinda messed up right now.
Not that my life is. But my emotions are. They're like fighting against each other.
Anger is telling sadness the wrongs.
Sadness comes from loneliness.
And some things, it's like a habit.
I know what's right and what's wrong.
And sometimes I just want to fuck care everything and beg for love.
But it's pointless. Love is there. He is there. But it's not right.
We're not right for each other. Not right.

You know how many say, "If you love him, you would wish the best for him."
I think that is crap. It's fucking bullshit.
But I came to realize that it's actually the only solution left.

I just want to move on now. I want to meet someone new and forget all about him.
Cause I know that's the best I can do right now.

And as for my emotions, they will have to fight.
Against each other. They have to deal with it themselves.
Period.